FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE...
i actually told someone that it's all cool and meant it.. as in really meant it..
dapat kc.. mga 14 hours from now, specifically at around 2-2:30pm, dad and i are to pick Kim up sa bahay nya for our date.. kaso her dad didn't allow her.. which was really understandable... chka i know naman that there's gonna be a next time for this eh.. tulad nga ng sabi ko sa knia about an hour ago, it can always wait..
pero all that aside, i'm gonna be plastic if i said that i'm bitter towards her right now.. pucha naman, kakasabi ko nga lang na it's all cool diba?XDDDD laboness....
Kim said she felt she had to make up for it, which meant a chat session sa phone... pero tell you what? i think she's all tired from all that happened this day... yung nangyari sa cousin nya, her parents letting off some steam sa eastwood, her not being allowed to go out with me, among others..
(pauses kc nagtext c Kim.)
as i suspected i won't be able to talk to her anymore tonight.. she just got home.. pero ok lang.. pohtek, it's already almost 1 am, man! she needs to rest, and that's far more important than still bearing all that fatigue and pick up that receiver just so i'd be able to talk to her until the wee hours of the morning..
may i say something? i never cared this much for anyone before.. yun lang.. even if you try to take away from my history the fact that i love Kim so much, and everything that happened at Mcdo Katipunan nung April 30, i'd still say the same thing.. seryoso.. it's a totally new thing for me.. it's as if it's no longer the young and reckless Tricco residing in me you know... it's kinda like.. a more mature and sensitive person has taken over.. i guess Claude Dietrich is up to stay now... for good.
and i intend to keep it that way..
thank you Kim for being the one He used to make me wanna be someone better..=) i hope you rest well...
*whisper* | 